Is my sexual fantasy normal?
I have this weird sexual fetiche where I run naked across the street masturbating, and just bumping, crashing and grabbing everyone that's in my way. But the really weird thing is it only gets exciting for me when Im doing it in a place where I will surely be recognized, like the most exciting it gets is going to my school (Im a senior) all naked masturbating and jumping everywhere and chasing people, friends, teachers, strangers, whatever. I know this would ruin my life but its so hard for me to keep this desire inside, I struggle with this everyday and I cant handle it much longer. A couple of weeks ago I was determined to go to my school at 2 pm naked masturbating, but my mom arrived home earlier and I had to put my clothes on real fast and act like everything was ok, Im glad she arrived earlier, but I dont know how much I can handle this. Is this a normal thing?