Okay, I am older than you, (in my 20's) but what you have described here is exactly like myself and this began when I was around 12 years old and despite what others have said about your age, I would urge you not to ignore these feelings.
It may be typical teenage issues, yes. But on the other hand it may not.
I ignored my feelings completely for years and it was the wrong choice. It wasn't until recently that I actually went to a therapist and was diagnosed with Borderline Personality tendencies and also Sociopathic tendencies, which explained a lot and gave me some sort of relief, though of course being diagnosed doesn't just mean everything will go away.
I would never harm animals either, in fact even when a dog did bite me once, I never had the urge to hurt it and I also genuinely feel a true connection with them.
I also love writing and reading and writing had been extremely theraputic and a huge boredom beater for me, so I would suggest writing more.
(I'm also a female INTP but I don't think that has anything to do with the other feelings!)
Is my life normal at all?
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Okay, I am older than you, (in my 20's) but what you have described here is exactly like myself and this began when I was around 12 years old and despite what others have said about your age, I would urge you not to ignore these feelings.
It may be typical teenage issues, yes. But on the other hand it may not.
I ignored my feelings completely for years and it was the wrong choice. It wasn't until recently that I actually went to a therapist and was diagnosed with Borderline Personality tendencies and also Sociopathic tendencies, which explained a lot and gave me some sort of relief, though of course being diagnosed doesn't just mean everything will go away.
I would never harm animals either, in fact even when a dog did bite me once, I never had the urge to hurt it and I also genuinely feel a true connection with them.
I also love writing and reading and writing had been extremely theraputic and a huge boredom beater for me, so I would suggest writing more.
(I'm also a female INTP but I don't think that has anything to do with the other feelings!)