Is it weird that i want a handjob from my doctor

I read this as "deer" yeah why would them being your doctor stop you from thinking they're hot?

I wish I was a doctor.

You are the customer! It is all about customer satisfaction

Nothing wrong with that ... Your biology gets your turned on and is a natural function when she looks at / handles your private parts ..

Best thing is to masturbate prior to going to doctors appointment ; might save you a little embarrassment ... if you cannot control yourself ..