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Less then a year ago, I strangled my rabbit. Now we have a dog, and I like to hurt it, but at the same time I feel bad. When I see a small animal, like a mouse/rat, cat, dog or anything like that, as long as Im alone with it, I get the urge to kill it. Im pretty sure that's not normal...
You need to learn to control your urges, before you graduate to humans. I'm a sadist, but I'm not spineless like you, I don't hurt animals unless I'm attacked first. You find ways to cope without acting out your urges!!
I am surprised that you feel bad for doing it though... that is not something I would expect if you were a bit like me. So you feel bad for doing it... are you using these animals to take out your anger? There are many better methods to get rid of anger, y'know?
What you feel is not the social norm, but in a world where necrophilia happens in the wild (I'm not joking either)
http://www.guardian.co.uk/education/2005/mar/08/highereducation.research
...what is normal anymore? I suggest you learn some respect for animals. Being spineless is bad for your soul, and people will see right through you.