Yes, this is indeed normal since I wish for that exact same thing, OP. My biological father was a Super-Dick that abused my mother, my twin, and my older brothers. My mom and them claim that I was his "Favorite" because he never beat me like he did them. Yeah right. If I was his favorite, he would've actually been there for me the past 21 years. But no, he didn't do anything for me. Zilch. Nada. If mom had stayed with him, I believe that I would've been abused too eventually. Because of Monty's piss-poor "Fathering", I have been dreaming of having a loving, caring dad eversince I was 10/11 (somewhere around there) and I still do to this day despite being an adult. I wish desperately and pray everyday that one day, I'll be with the father figure in my dreams as well as the godfathers I have in it. To me, getting a woman pregnant a father does not make. A father is the person who loves you unconditionally and cares about you until the very end of time. Because the man in my dreams does both, he is my real father (He's a better dad than Monty COULD EVER BE) and Monty can go fuck himself if he even DARES to call himself a "Father". Hope he dies horribly. The fucking son of a bitch.
On a lighter, happier note though, maybe this lack of a good father is only a test for people such as you and I. Maybe it's a test that (if we pass and sucessfully cope without one in our lives), we'll be rewarded that loving, caring father in the afterlife and he'll never, ever leave us. I'll pray for us both and every other father-less person that's only the case. :)
Is it normal to wish to have a loving father?
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Yes, this is indeed normal since I wish for that exact same thing, OP. My biological father was a Super-Dick that abused my mother, my twin, and my older brothers. My mom and them claim that I was his "Favorite" because he never beat me like he did them. Yeah right. If I was his favorite, he would've actually been there for me the past 21 years. But no, he didn't do anything for me. Zilch. Nada. If mom had stayed with him, I believe that I would've been abused too eventually. Because of Monty's piss-poor "Fathering", I have been dreaming of having a loving, caring dad eversince I was 10/11 (somewhere around there) and I still do to this day despite being an adult. I wish desperately and pray everyday that one day, I'll be with the father figure in my dreams as well as the godfathers I have in it. To me, getting a woman pregnant a father does not make. A father is the person who loves you unconditionally and cares about you until the very end of time. Because the man in my dreams does both, he is my real father (He's a better dad than Monty COULD EVER BE) and Monty can go fuck himself if he even DARES to call himself a "Father". Hope he dies horribly. The fucking son of a bitch.
On a lighter, happier note though, maybe this lack of a good father is only a test for people such as you and I. Maybe it's a test that (if we pass and sucessfully cope without one in our lives), we'll be rewarded that loving, caring father in the afterlife and he'll never, ever leave us. I'll pray for us both and every other father-less person that's only the case. :)