After 64 years of being an inconvenience to a man who hated the very idea of being a father, I do understand. He had a vasectomy the day after I was born. But in my case, the old bastard is dead and gone, so all the wishing in the world ain't gonna change a fucking thing.
Only good thing about it was that it was impossible to disappoint a man who didn't give a shit if you were alive or dead.
Is it normal to wish to have a loving father?
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After 64 years of being an inconvenience to a man who hated the very idea of being a father, I do understand. He had a vasectomy the day after I was born. But in my case, the old bastard is dead and gone, so all the wishing in the world ain't gonna change a fucking thing.
Only good thing about it was that it was impossible to disappoint a man who didn't give a shit if you were alive or dead.