Is it normal to wish i had the confidence of a whore?
Okay hear me out! Lol. K so I'm 19 and a virgin. It's cool though I think that's pretty normal right? Lol..but what's not cool is I've never had my first kiss! I've never done anything remotely sexual with anyone! I have needs. Haha. I know it can sound lame that I'm almost sounding desperate. If you knew me you would realize just how shy I am when it comes to guys. I haven't had the chance to be with a guy because I'm not confident enough to let any friendship with a guy get that far. I shy away from that because of many reasons..however the main point is I wish I had the confidence to let the guy just know I'm into him. To let him know I want to be with him and if he wants me then hey--he can take me. Lol. I know the word whore seems a bit much but the truth is I wish I could just jump to that feeling of thinking I can have any guy I want..but just so we're clear I don't actually want to be a whore. I just want the same sexy confidence where I feel like I can be one if I wanted to. Any way is this normal??..and if you have ANY advice PLEASE help me out.