Is it normal to want women to watch me masturbate?
I love to be watched or next to a girlfriend when I pleasure myself. Even in a relationship I will timidly ask my "not in the mood partner" if its alright if I pleasure myself next to her. I know that I can do this alone but it is so much better next to someone for some reason. Is this just a pathetic cry for some shred of intimacy? Its a turn on until the moment I cum, after which I feel like a total loser. I just don't know.