Is it normal to want torture?

I am a 20 year old girl, and I love pain, but not normal S&M. I always feel the need and urge to be tortured, and not just BDSM fetish. I go to underground clubs to meet random men and tell them to do anything they want to me, and I have gone as far as getting cut with knives and burned with hot pokers. I just love the thrill and pain and rush of being for real tortured. Is this normal? Does anybody else have this same like?

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55% Normal
Based on 33 votes (18 yes)
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Comments ( 11 )
  • Athelme

    I have similar dreams.

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  • sunshinemoonlight

    that doesn't sound healthy at all to be honest

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  • fullhouse

    I love dominating and giving pain while having sex but normally I'd never hurt anyone. But I do think you do it extreme..

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  • Avant-Garde

    It's Edge Play that you're engaging in.

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  • 800imawesome

    Masochist. 'Nuff said.

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  • I wish I knew poster. You seem like a intresting person :).

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  • Its kinky and is considered bizarre. You are kinky and alot of people are but you are to the piont you might be at risk if getting killed. You are to the extreme which is a huge danger but many have this.

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  • mateo

    so much blue....damn......but thats not fair....no1 tortures me like that

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  • Flatulophiliac

    Normal for the people that are into it & not to mention HOTT I like when my GF scratches & bites me during sex

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  • shuggy-chan

    people like to get a little "torture" or teased but i think u know ur case is a little (and be that i mean a fuking lot) extreme. So answer, not normal

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  • ygrowup

    Maybe what most would call normal, but many do have the same trait, and this makes for some intense excitement and very sought after!

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