I have these urges as well. I understand it's a difficult compulsion to deal with and I have even planned murder as a child on two occasions. An outlet for me is killing insects. It's not as bad as humans, but it makes me calm down. You are far more moral than I am, it seems. Cling on to this morality: the only thing stopping me is the law, but you have another barrier to keep yourself in check with. Try and find someone to talk to: I have a pyromaniac friend that I talk to, which helps me understand my own feelings. I hope this helps. -TheObserver
Is it normal to want to torture and murder people in your head?
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I have these urges as well. I understand it's a difficult compulsion to deal with and I have even planned murder as a child on two occasions. An outlet for me is killing insects. It's not as bad as humans, but it makes me calm down. You are far more moral than I am, it seems. Cling on to this morality: the only thing stopping me is the law, but you have another barrier to keep yourself in check with. Try and find someone to talk to: I have a pyromaniac friend that I talk to, which helps me understand my own feelings. I hope this helps. -TheObserver