Is it normal to want to see your girlfriend go with another girl?
Me and my girlfriend have been together for 15 years, and are getting married next year, we have a young child. Between just the 2 of us we have done some pretty outrageous things in the bedroom, but the one thing that turns me on the most, and I dont know why as my girlfriend does anything when the mood takes us ( usually after a lot of alcohol), is to see my girlfriend ( future wife and mother to my child )go with another woman, I would love to to see her naked kissing another girl,and to see her being eaten out and also going down on a girl, I know this sounds strange, but I wouldnt consider this cheating,if anything it makes me want her more.. I just cant get it out of my mind, would things change between us if it ever happened?.... I have even tried to get my gf and one of her friends drunk in the hope it would happen..... I know this is wrong as she is my future wife and the mother of my child but I cant help it, it is my ultimate fantasy.. Help....