Is it normal to want to put g/f in pain out of love?

Is it normal that I want to physically torture my girlfriend and put her in pain because it makes me feel deep love or pleasure? I would never really hurt her I just fantasize about it. I have also thought about killing her slowly out of love.

I have random thoughts of killing people outside of this, it's just never made me feel love before.

(I would never really hurt her (or kill anyone) of course, hell I feel bad if I squeeze her to tight on accident.)

Is It Normal?
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  • yea normal. it actually used to be a phase. i made blueprints and everything. but as life goes on, so does yourself. dont get me wrong though, every now and then i want to beat the bf with a hammer

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  • Sounds alright, I think it's normal. Just don't go counseling since I know that's what a lot of people would say. I hear it too much when people seek for advice. Leave it as it is, hopefully it'll change. It's relieving to know that you wouldn't do that in real life, good luck.
    (Also, it sounds like a fetish).

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