Is it normal to want to put g/f in pain out of love?
Is it normal that I want to physically torture my girlfriend and put her in pain because it makes me feel deep love or pleasure? I would never really hurt her I just fantasize about it. I have also thought about killing her slowly out of love.
I have random thoughts of killing people outside of this, it's just never made me feel love before.
(I would never really hurt her (or kill anyone) of course, hell I feel bad if I squeeze her to tight on accident.)