I think you need help. You seem very sad and possibly depressed. You're sister is 16. Almost everyone's an idiot at that age. It sounds to me like you're jelous of her life, but clearly you are very different. You need a different life. YOUR life. With friends that like you the way you are.
It sounds like you're deeply sad but it comes out as anger.
Have you tried just talking to her and tell her how much her comments hurt you? Because if she only sees your hate she will only hate you back. Maybe if she sees your desperation she'll remember that she loves you.
And hey, if that doesen't work you can still kill each other.
(No, serioussly, don't do that. Way to close of a connection - They'd catch you)
You are right. I have depression. Boooo! Sucks! I thought that being an adult would rock but it's like being AN ADULT. I don't also show her my weakness. I try to make it look like I'm this emotionless and non-caring bitch because if she finds out that I have a crack in this exterior, she'll just want to step on me even more. Thanks for the advice and for giving me an analysis of myself from your point of view.
Hey, maybe I'm naive, but don't you think if you showed her your emotional side you could come closer? If you say yourself that you pretend to be an emotionless bitch, why would she ever like that person? Would you? I'm sure there's much about you that is lovable, but people need to see it.
And she's still your sister. Didn't you guys love each other at some point?
IIN to want to murder your sister?
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I think you need help. You seem very sad and possibly depressed. You're sister is 16. Almost everyone's an idiot at that age. It sounds to me like you're jelous of her life, but clearly you are very different. You need a different life. YOUR life. With friends that like you the way you are.
It sounds like you're deeply sad but it comes out as anger.
Have you tried just talking to her and tell her how much her comments hurt you? Because if she only sees your hate she will only hate you back. Maybe if she sees your desperation she'll remember that she loves you.
And hey, if that doesen't work you can still kill each other.
(No, serioussly, don't do that. Way to close of a connection - They'd catch you)
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You are right. I have depression. Boooo! Sucks! I thought that being an adult would rock but it's like being AN ADULT. I don't also show her my weakness. I try to make it look like I'm this emotionless and non-caring bitch because if she finds out that I have a crack in this exterior, she'll just want to step on me even more. Thanks for the advice and for giving me an analysis of myself from your point of view.
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Hey, maybe I'm naive, but don't you think if you showed her your emotional side you could come closer? If you say yourself that you pretend to be an emotionless bitch, why would she ever like that person? Would you? I'm sure there's much about you that is lovable, but people need to see it.
And she's still your sister. Didn't you guys love each other at some point?