Is it normal to want to marry a domineering older guy at 18?

I am just a teen, but I can't wait to get married, it's about all I think about. Furthermore, I want a guy about 10 years older that is mature (and handsome ofcourse) ! I also want him to dominate and protect me...even boss me around a little and spank me. All the young boys after me just don't fulfill my desires...am I perverted?