Wow! This sounds like me. I really feel like nobody is really good enough. The people who tell me they want to do it with me, I don't want to do it with them because they're usually not the guys that I want at that moment. Then the guys who I want, with time they usually give me reason not to want them anymore because I usually spend so much time chasing them, and just throw my hands up, b/c I'm sick of chasing after these fucking crushes. So here I am, always holding back, wondering why I'm never satisfied. Where all the descent guys are, and why they seem to not like me. But at the same time I have this nagging thought in my mind thats saying I should get it over with so I know how it feels before I die, but I really don't wanna rush it, because I don't wanna regret it. And honestly, I'm kinda insecure about myself too. I'm still waiting though because I still kinda have a little hope that theres gotta be someone descent out there. I mean, I get my doubts a lot, but I'm kinda scared to just give it away like that.
IIN to want to lose your virginity but feel like nobody is worth it?
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Wow! This sounds like me. I really feel like nobody is really good enough. The people who tell me they want to do it with me, I don't want to do it with them because they're usually not the guys that I want at that moment. Then the guys who I want, with time they usually give me reason not to want them anymore because I usually spend so much time chasing them, and just throw my hands up, b/c I'm sick of chasing after these fucking crushes. So here I am, always holding back, wondering why I'm never satisfied. Where all the descent guys are, and why they seem to not like me. But at the same time I have this nagging thought in my mind thats saying I should get it over with so I know how it feels before I die, but I really don't wanna rush it, because I don't wanna regret it. And honestly, I'm kinda insecure about myself too. I'm still waiting though because I still kinda have a little hope that theres gotta be someone descent out there. I mean, I get my doubts a lot, but I'm kinda scared to just give it away like that.