I'm feeling very similar to the way you are. It's something cold, it's not anger, or maybe it is but, not in the sense that I want to shout at him or say mean things. I realize that he wants to live, and I just want to see him unhappy when he realizes that he is going to die. I'm almost scared of my thoughts sometimes, because frankly I'm just a lazy person so, I wouldn't plan this sort of thing like, I knw I don't want to do this.. but, I'm almost scared to ever see him again that I might end up doing this, without so much as batting an eyelid.. So, I don't know.. On the other hand, I really like what Aargh has written.. I hope I am able to get through this..
Is it normal to want to kill your ex?
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I'm feeling very similar to the way you are. It's something cold, it's not anger, or maybe it is but, not in the sense that I want to shout at him or say mean things. I realize that he wants to live, and I just want to see him unhappy when he realizes that he is going to die. I'm almost scared of my thoughts sometimes, because frankly I'm just a lazy person so, I wouldn't plan this sort of thing like, I knw I don't want to do this.. but, I'm almost scared to ever see him again that I might end up doing this, without so much as batting an eyelid.. So, I don't know.. On the other hand, I really like what Aargh has written.. I hope I am able to get through this..