Is it normal to want to kill people to see what it's like?
It's weird... I'm not a violent person at all. I've never physically harmed another human being. Yet, I have this huge urge to kill someone, anyone, to see what it feels like. I wanna see how killing makes me feel -- does it make me feel powerful, knowing I had the power to snuff out a life? Is it a thrill?
BTW, I've also fantasized about being killed myself to see what THAT feels like; the thought of being beaten to death actually really excites me. Kinda the reverse of this post, though..