Is it normal to want to kill people to see what it's like?

It's weird... I'm not a violent person at all. I've never physically harmed another human being. Yet, I have this huge urge to kill someone, anyone, to see what it feels like. I wanna see how killing makes me feel -- does it make me feel powerful, knowing I had the power to snuff out a life? Is it a thrill?
BTW, I've also fantasized about being killed myself to see what THAT feels like; the thought of being beaten to death actually really excites me. Kinda the reverse of this post, though..

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  • Angel_in_a_Glass_Dress

    snuffing out a life? big deal.

    It takes more talent IMO to save one

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  • catywompus

    That's quite unfortunate. Would you also like to know what it feels like to be big bubbas prison whore? Why don't you get a blow up doll and pretend its a hooker you picked up and she won't do it how you like it. Beat the breath right out of her, crumple her up and bury her. Feel better now? Just a little??

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    • dreamon

      couldnt have said it better myself :)

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  • dappled

    Become an employee of the Swiss euthanasia clinic Dignitas? Then you can end people's lives without committing a crime, and offer a public service at the same time.

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  • anneeatzurheartnom

    We should hand out some time

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  • Ldizzy1234

    I've had this feeling plenty of times before. Not gonna lie. But I always remember the consequences that I would have to face after doing something so selfish.

    I don't think I would enjoy spending the rest of my life in prison, and possibly having to face the death penalty. And God only knows of what the after life is like. If there is one, I don't wanna go to hell.

    I think its normal to have those feelings, but to go through with them is another story. It wouldn't be normal to not be able to manage/control those feelings/urges.

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  •    

    same

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  • Death_Rises

    omg i have had the same thought of course its normal

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  • Curiousity is normal.

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  • LOUi_CUDi

    too much tv ...

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