I can relate to you but I have left that feeling behind - and it was a constant for me. I was just talking of self-acceptance in another post. It took me hundreds of years to get here (okay, not hundreds, but at least 30!) and be at peace with existence. Not that I really like it that much... hahaha. What makes you not want to be here and self-loathe? I mean, what are your lowest moments like?
There are a few different kinds. The times I freeze and think that for one reason or another it would be better for everyone if I wasn't where I was with the people I was with and then run away and try to find a way to kill myself. Another one is when I am unable to give emotional support, I lack conversation skills in general and have a lot of trouble providing emotional support. This leads me down a path of thinking that I can't improve anyone's life and I will never enjoy living I should just end it. There are many more. Was the other question what I hate about myself?
You are aware of not being able to give emotional support (is it really true or just imagined?) but is that a fact or just a perception that might be askewed?
Is it normal to want to kill myself every day?
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I can relate to you but I have left that feeling behind - and it was a constant for me. I was just talking of self-acceptance in another post. It took me hundreds of years to get here (okay, not hundreds, but at least 30!) and be at peace with existence. Not that I really like it that much... hahaha. What makes you not want to be here and self-loathe? I mean, what are your lowest moments like?
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There are a few different kinds. The times I freeze and think that for one reason or another it would be better for everyone if I wasn't where I was with the people I was with and then run away and try to find a way to kill myself. Another one is when I am unable to give emotional support, I lack conversation skills in general and have a lot of trouble providing emotional support. This leads me down a path of thinking that I can't improve anyone's life and I will never enjoy living I should just end it. There are many more. Was the other question what I hate about myself?
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Yup, t'was!
You are aware of not being able to give emotional support (is it really true or just imagined?) but is that a fact or just a perception that might be askewed?
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There are many reasons I hate myself, too many to list.
I have been told this by others.
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Oops!
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