Is it normal to want to hurt the one i care most about?

Is it normal to want to viciously hurt, or even kill, those I care most about?

I pretty much fantasize about how I would hurt them, most of which end in then dieing, in alot of brutal way, hearing then scream and beg me not to do it, and watching bleed. I always lick the blood from some of the wounds or the weapon after...
I seriously enjoy these fantasy's, never paticulary in a sexual way, but I do have a blood fetish, it could only be sexual if it was someone who I had feelings for.

It's only ever the people I care most about, not the ones I hate or would ever want dead.

Please don't take the mick or call or a psychopath or something because this is a general consern of mine...

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Comments ( 10 )
  • c90

    You need professional help because that is just horrible.

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  • You must be a sadist. Get professional help. If they're the one's you care most about then they definitely shouldn't be harmed.

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  • dontgiveup:)

    You need some serious help!

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  • amysterymayb666

    I have the same issue. I really dont think of it as a problem if you dont attempt it. <3

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  • lylalylalyla

    Fase, but if not well treated you can actually end up killing someone... AND THEN ROTTING IN FUCKING HELL.

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  • mittens4444

    Definitely not normal. Not saying you're crazy or anything, but you should probably see a psychoanalyst so they can analyze your thoughts on a professional level, and refer you to some other treatment, which would most-likely just be to see a psychologist.

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  • FourAMandstillgoin

    What fo you think!?

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  • If it's something you want, it's bad. If it's something that just enters your mind and doesn't grow, it's okay. Either way, try controlling it.

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  • chicken471bologna

    Normal

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  • KickTheDog

    That's just a phase :o

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