Is it normal to want to hurt the one i care most about?
Is it normal to want to viciously hurt, or even kill, those I care most about?
I pretty much fantasize about how I would hurt them, most of which end in then dieing, in alot of brutal way, hearing then scream and beg me not to do it, and watching bleed. I always lick the blood from some of the wounds or the weapon after...
I seriously enjoy these fantasy's, never paticulary in a sexual way, but I do have a blood fetish, it could only be sexual if it was someone who I had feelings for.
It's only ever the people I care most about, not the ones I hate or would ever want dead.
Please don't take the mick or call or a psychopath or something because this is a general consern of mine...