Is it normal to want to hurt someone so much

Is sounds to me like you want to be spiteful because you still like her.

Let's review.
You got a job "rapping in a club."
You feel like you're going to be a huge success.
And the way you're going to "hurt her" is to assume that she's soooooo into you that she's going to have to have you because you got a job.

This is called having a "Histrionic Personality Disorder." You have inflated feelings of self-worth and nothing to back it up.

And as far as a "cd" deal, I burned one myself yesterday.

Now...work on your English and writing skills.

Damn.

She was honest with you and you think that she treated you unfairly, are angry and want revenge. Be reasonable.

You were not entitled to her nor is she required to feel the same as you. Its OK to feel hurt and disappointed, and its good that you took a risk. But you are wrong, and being a bit egotistical, to think that she treated you badly.

She was being honest. Accept it and respect her and move on.

It's normal...cruel and mean but normal...

yes...1000% normal
but mean lol
in reality by the time you get all rich and famous and u meet up with her again, she might not necessarily like you just because your famous and if she did and did ask you out, i think you would say yes instead of no. Because obviously you still like her if you only got rich and famous to get her in that situation

sure saying you like her as a friend back to her sounds like a great idea to get back at her for hurting you but once u say it, you'll regret it 5 seconds later

This is very common.
You need to stop acting like an immature boy though and start acting like a man, put yourself in her shoes. Plus would you have wanted her to lie to you and say she liked you and have her be miserable? If you liked her that much you would understand, and not of wanted that. Just forget about the whole thing sweetheart, Im sure it will happen to her one day, maybe not by you but maybe by someone else, hopefully she wont be as immature about it.