Is it normal to want to hurt my friend's dogs?

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  • Yes, it is normal. My friend asked me to take care of a puppy that she got on the street because she felt sad for it for a week, and it is already day two, and this dog is driving me insane. I mean, it is a puppy,it is supposed to be adorable, right? No. It pooped more than 12 times in one day, and peed three times not on the designated pad that are supposed to attract dogs to pee on them or something. This was the first thing that drove me mad. But the thing that drove me over the edge was when I thought that it would be cute to take the dog out for a walk in the building compound's park, and seeing it so scared of even moving an inch, and then running after me as if its life depended on it if I walked away, and wailing uncontrollably out of fear. I put it down next to the wall, and then took a few steps away waiting for it to follow me or just go and explore the garden, but it just kept smelling the wall, and looking at the wall and crying out. Seeing it so small, and so weak and helpless made me furious. I thought to myself, aren't dogs supposed to be happy to be outside? They all run and fetch and play with the ball, and bark because they feel the freedom? This one just seemed like a useless hairball pooping machine. AND it did not even poop or urinate outside but as soon as I took him back home he just let it all out over the wooden parquet. I have had the desire to do evil things to him. I have thought of a million ways to kill him. His weak exterior and those sad little eyes and weak limbs just make me insanely mad, and I just had to search if this was natural. I had never had this level of hatred to any other animal before.I don't like myself around it, I am afraid of having children because of this. There is something disgustingly enjoyable in punishing it

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