Is it normal to want to have sex with my first cousin?

I know where you are coming from, I have a VERY attractive cousin that is my mothers, sisters, daughter. when we were younger sense they lived about 2 hours away when there were birthdays and get togethers I would crash there for the few days the parties lasted.

we would always stay up insanely late. and wrestle, goof around make jokes and junk like high school friends. and when we were out of breath, there were a few times we would rest a few seconds /minutes and they would be in slightly to moderate suggestive positions. and we would always give each other a stare, like in my head it said (sarcastically) "ooh really? that's what your into?" or dumb stuff like that.

one time i think it was at her 17th birthday party, her sister had gone to bed and all her friends had left from the party. we were watching some movie on television at like 1:30am and both got tired and didn't want to go to bed, so naturally we cuddled up on the sofa. we were at oposite ends and within about 20 minutes laying side by side. cant remember what was on, but i though to my self, "wow shes awesome, georgious, funny, why dose she have to be my cousin...damnit" and she glaced at me a few times with that cute cuddly stare that most partners give when they are content and happy and inside my head I was kicking my self making myself not kiss her. WANTED to but didn't. almost asked her if I could but didn't.

to this day she is still the most attractive, clever, inteligent, women i know and if i had the chance to be in a relationship with her id take that chance faster then obamas body gaurd on a guy in a white bed sheet. ( KKK joke)

It's normal, I mean if they are hot. But don't do anything. That's could result in bad things.