Is it normal to want to have amnesia?

Sometimes I wish I can just... forget about the shit I regret doing. I just want a painless way to forget everything, like some sort of miracle pill if you ask me. It’s not even about forgetting the embarrassing stuff, it’s also forgetting about drama with family members, people that I had had developed a love-hate relationship, and just things that can help prevent me from making a stupid mistake. I talked about it with a professional and I’m doing my best to forget about it, but the feeling of wanting to forget about stuff comes back especially during escalations.