because while it feels good in the moment, afterwards i feel like shit and wish i hadn't. i feel genuinely emasculated. i don't want that kind of sexual life, to feel like shit after i orgasm. i also think that these kinds of fetishes can go to extremes i don't want to reach. i don't want my sex life to revolve around fetishes revolving around embarrassment. maybe i'm afraid to find out who i truly am, but if this is who i am, i don't want it to be.
Is it normal to want to get rid of embarassing fetishes
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because while it feels good in the moment, afterwards i feel like shit and wish i hadn't. i feel genuinely emasculated. i don't want that kind of sexual life, to feel like shit after i orgasm. i also think that these kinds of fetishes can go to extremes i don't want to reach. i don't want my sex life to revolve around fetishes revolving around embarrassment. maybe i'm afraid to find out who i truly am, but if this is who i am, i don't want it to be.