Is it normal to want to get into a fight?
I feel that sometime in my life I just want to get into a fight (one on one) because I want to know what it's like to feel actual pain from being struck in the chest or something. I also want to know what it feels like to hit someone in the throat or face with my fist. I'm female, just so you know. I always have an urge to fight, I just want someone to provoke me in some way that I end up fighting. I instinctively avoid conflict with words, but just for once, I would like to get into a non-lethal fight. Maybe it's the longing to feel the adrenaline coursing through me (which I've never had), or the danger of it, I have no idea. I know fighting isn't pretty, but I'd still like to know what it feels like to strike and be struck.