is it normal to want to end a long distance relationship?:(

Oh honey, all the answers you're searching for are right there in your description! =D You have it all figured out, you just need the strength to follow through with it. You ARE young and have your whole life ahead of you. He IS selfish for not wanting you to fulfill your dreams. And I'm surprised and disgusted that someone who's older would try and keep you from enjoying your youth! Someone like that should know more than ever the regret that comes with not doing all the things you want to do while you're still young.

I am not saying this to hurt you, I am giving you my honest opinion- please, PLEASE get rid of this guy. I can't stress it enough. He will rob you of your youth, your carefree childlike nature, and if you don't you will end up looking back on your life wishing you had the insight to do this sooner. Please, be young, enjoy being young, travel and have fun, and don't let something as flimsy as this long distance "relationship" hold you back from living your life!!