I feel bad for you. I think you should love yourself first, then love other people. Everyone one (straight, gay, or something else) wants their love to be reciprocated: you are not alone. Most of the time, our feelings are not matched by the people we have crushes on, and we have to learn to deal with that heartache and move on until one day someone does love us back.
Trust me: you WILL find someone one day who is going to love you back with their entire heart/soul, and it will feel so amazing (it will be one of the greatest natural highs of your life). Don't die because of one person; the sacrifice would never be worth it and you would be cheating yourself out of the opportunity to experience a loving relationship one day.
To protect your fragile heart right now, I would suggest limiting your contact with your girl friend for a while, until your intense feelings subside a little more. Good luck and hang in there.
Is it normal to want to die because of a loved one?
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I feel bad for you. I think you should love yourself first, then love other people. Everyone one (straight, gay, or something else) wants their love to be reciprocated: you are not alone. Most of the time, our feelings are not matched by the people we have crushes on, and we have to learn to deal with that heartache and move on until one day someone does love us back.
Trust me: you WILL find someone one day who is going to love you back with their entire heart/soul, and it will feel so amazing (it will be one of the greatest natural highs of your life). Don't die because of one person; the sacrifice would never be worth it and you would be cheating yourself out of the opportunity to experience a loving relationship one day.
To protect your fragile heart right now, I would suggest limiting your contact with your girl friend for a while, until your intense feelings subside a little more. Good luck and hang in there.