I don't like crying... well no, it's not that I don't like crying, more like whenever I cry, for whatever reason I start to, I go on for at least an hour and I just can't seem to stop myself because I keep thinking about all the issues I presently have and how no-one is going to comfort me and say "it's okay" or "it'll be alright" and hug me and that fact just depresses me. No-one is there for me when I need them, but of course I try to be a good person and help others, but they never do anything for me in return... I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs...
And that is why I try to not cry too often; it does way more harm than good...
I do the same... If you could enjoy feeling, I'd recommend not repressing, because It's gotten to the point where everything is gone. It's not entirely gone, but it is to the point I don't connect with, I feel for or even care about anyone or anything. But, if I were to stop repressing, I'd have a whole lot of pain to deal with, so it's better to deal with pain as it comes... I've actually begun to enjoy it, which isn't really healthy at all. But I couldn't stop, not now.
Is it normal to want to cut off my emotions completely?
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I don't like crying... well no, it's not that I don't like crying, more like whenever I cry, for whatever reason I start to, I go on for at least an hour and I just can't seem to stop myself because I keep thinking about all the issues I presently have and how no-one is going to comfort me and say "it's okay" or "it'll be alright" and hug me and that fact just depresses me. No-one is there for me when I need them, but of course I try to be a good person and help others, but they never do anything for me in return... I feel like screaming at the top of my lungs...
And that is why I try to not cry too often; it does way more harm than good...
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I am sorry you feel that way. I'd give you a hug.
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Thank you, that's nice of you... :)
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I do the same... If you could enjoy feeling, I'd recommend not repressing, because It's gotten to the point where everything is gone. It's not entirely gone, but it is to the point I don't connect with, I feel for or even care about anyone or anything. But, if I were to stop repressing, I'd have a whole lot of pain to deal with, so it's better to deal with pain as it comes... I've actually begun to enjoy it, which isn't really healthy at all. But I couldn't stop, not now.