Is it normal to want to be stupid?
I feel like I know a lot. A lot of pointless facts, ideas, feelings, memories, etc. I also think a lot, about everything around me, the past, and the future. I try to use more descriptive vocabulary and exercise proper grammar. I have an interest in a lot of things, like music, art, history, people, video games, philosophy, and other stuff. But, I've realized that a lot of my thoughts, memories, and knowledge make me depressed, anxious, and scared. My girlfriend is, well, not as philosophical as I am. She's sort of, um, simple-minded. But, she's so much happier than I am. I envy her ability to enjoy each day and be satisfied with life as it is. So, I was wondering, is it normal to want to be ignorant? To want to wipe my mind clean? To want to be easily amused with everyday life?