Is it normal to want to be dominated by a man?
Okay so I often fantasize about having an older man force me to do sexual things and make me feel like nothing.
I mean like I would just want someone to chain me to the wall, or keep me in a room where he comes to rape me daily, and gives me food outed a bowl to eat like a dog and pees on me and all these things that are just plain disgusting. Like spitting on me or has his friends pay to have sex with me or having him use me as a sex prop or just a footstool and attend to his every desire no matter how dirty.
Is this normal? It really turns me on but it sounds weird even to me I kinda want to be shown my "place" by a man.. Is that weird!?
Has anyone done things like this ? Stories?