Sorry if I sounded kinda immature. Honestly I've got a bit of a problem. I believe I mentioned being a porn addict... I used to watch and fap almost every night. And even though I've been without porn for nearly 2 months thanks to help from my parents (now I'm forced to do internet only thru public wifi, no more at home ), I still can hardly last a week without masturbation. I mean, yeah I'm sure that having some sex drive is normal, but I'm also concerned that I'm still used to doing it too often. So I'm trying to quit altogether, trying to essentially get back to default settings and forget what attractions I have because of porn and basically rediscover normalcy.
And yeah, I'm also afraid that even if I find a girlfriend who's accepting of my faults, I'll be asking if she wants to do it far more often than she's comfortable with, for fun or otherwise. I dunno. I'm not ready to think about the future. I'm still figuring out other aspects of adulting.
I don't think you have to worry! It will be fine! There is surely a girl out there who wants more sex than you can even imagine!
I have a boyfriend whom I see nearly everyday, so I don't really ever watch porn or masturbate on my own, just because I much rather be in bed with him. So I can't really help. But it will be alright <3
IIN to want physical contact but not necessarily sex?
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Yeah I can understand that.
Sorry if I sounded kinda immature. Honestly I've got a bit of a problem. I believe I mentioned being a porn addict... I used to watch and fap almost every night. And even though I've been without porn for nearly 2 months thanks to help from my parents (now I'm forced to do internet only thru public wifi, no more at home ), I still can hardly last a week without masturbation. I mean, yeah I'm sure that having some sex drive is normal, but I'm also concerned that I'm still used to doing it too often. So I'm trying to quit altogether, trying to essentially get back to default settings and forget what attractions I have because of porn and basically rediscover normalcy.
And yeah, I'm also afraid that even if I find a girlfriend who's accepting of my faults, I'll be asking if she wants to do it far more often than she's comfortable with, for fun or otherwise. I dunno. I'm not ready to think about the future. I'm still figuring out other aspects of adulting.
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I don't think you have to worry! It will be fine! There is surely a girl out there who wants more sex than you can even imagine!
I have a boyfriend whom I see nearly everyday, so I don't really ever watch porn or masturbate on my own, just because I much rather be in bed with him. So I can't really help. But it will be alright <3