Is it normal to want my period to come sooner?
I have bipolar disorder and polycystic ovaries, which basically means my body has so many hormones going on that I get PMS so bad that I literally have gone crazy enough to do heroin and nearly commit suicide. I am now on meds that regulate it, but the week before I still am cranky as fuck and I just want to get it over with. Oh yeah, and my IQ goes down when this happens, like I can't even focus. But when my period starts, some crazy crap immediately happens where I am super happy and creative and productive (probably mania tbh). and I am literally high on life. So now I actually go out of my way to make my period start sooner with Vitamin C and parsley, which are natural period starters. Is this unhealthy or not normal to want? I almost feel like I am craving that manic feeling after I feel so bad for a week. Is it normal to want this?