Is it normal to want my period to come sooner?

I have bipolar disorder and polycystic ovaries, which basically means my body has so many hormones going on that I get PMS so bad that I literally have gone crazy enough to do heroin and nearly commit suicide. I am now on meds that regulate it, but the week before I still am cranky as fuck and I just want to get it over with. Oh yeah, and my IQ goes down when this happens, like I can't even focus. But when my period starts, some crazy crap immediately happens where I am super happy and creative and productive (probably mania tbh). and I am literally high on life. So now I actually go out of my way to make my period start sooner with Vitamin C and parsley, which are natural period starters. Is this unhealthy or not normal to want? I almost feel like I am craving that manic feeling after I feel so bad for a week. Is it normal to want this?

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Comments ( 7 )
  • redfastlad

    I thought I had problems wanking over dirty pantys thanks poster you have made me feel quite normal.

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    • kittykatattack

      lol. I get that alot. my life is a genetic disaster man

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      • Countess_Kittycat

        lol our usernames are so similar, such a funny coincidence.

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  • It's totally normal to not want to feel like shit. PMDD sounds like a nightmare. What you describe does not sound like regular PMS at all. And BPD on top of it? I'm sorry you have to go through that every month. I don't blame you a bit for wanting to feel better and for a lot of bipolar people I know, mania is like a drug. Your circumstances are not normal, but your feelings are very understandable.

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  • Countess_Kittycat

    I think it's normal, but I don't know if doing so is healthy. Most bipolar patients feel attached to their maniac phases, but inducing mania may be dangerous, and doing so through physiological pressure may carry other consequences. I think you should ask your doctors about that.

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  • rayb12

    Bruh I'm almost 25 and still haven't gotten my period :\

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  • Becky95

    I hate PMS. It's the worst. I think it's not at all unusual to want it to come faster

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