Is it normal to want my dick sucked?

The OP, clearly states: "I am straight'
Exactly where does he state 'being bisexual'?

What he DOES tend to imply is that he is desperate, since a girl is not around all the time.

Yes I read and understand clearly and therefore I am not ignorant.
Your statement of: 'you are perfectly fine and normal', is obviously NOT the case. Since desperation on its own is a disorder that requires specific help and proper guidance.

MY comment about being 'gay' only, is a double psychology standard leading statement on his sexual orientation, that was suppose to gain a reply that will prompt the OP to defend his feelings and see that desperation does not automatically make you turn to otherwise homosexual behaviour.

Since you have come along and rudely interrupted this with your ignorance. My entire support direction has gone down the drain.

Thanks for that!