No, it's not normal. You're probably feeling this way because you really want to be loved, it's a defense mechanism called reaction formation. You're basically doing the opposite of what you really want. You want to be loved, but you feel that no one loves you so you strive to make them hate you. The truth is, someone loves you. You may not know it but they do. No one would laugh if you died, and they definitely wouldn't be happy. If you really think people will be glad when you die you should stop trying to make their lives horrible. If people like you, they'll miss you.
Is it normal to want everyone to HATE me
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No, it's not normal. You're probably feeling this way because you really want to be loved, it's a defense mechanism called reaction formation. You're basically doing the opposite of what you really want. You want to be loved, but you feel that no one loves you so you strive to make them hate you. The truth is, someone loves you. You may not know it but they do. No one would laugh if you died, and they definitely wouldn't be happy. If you really think people will be glad when you die you should stop trying to make their lives horrible. If people like you, they'll miss you.