Is it normal to want a hot guy to spank me?

I am just like you. (Enjoyed your story a lot, btw, I envy you being able to go to a school like that) Anyway, for most of the two years I've dated my bf, I was afraid to tell him about my spanking fantasies. Like you, I feared he would think me a freak, and didn't want to lose someone I liked so much. However, the other day we both happened to watch the movie "The Secretary." It isn't the greatest movie, but it does contain a hot spanking. So I was able to discuss it with my bf, and tell him I thought spanking was hot. He agreed that the thought of spanking my bare bottom turned me on, so we plan to do it next time we see each other. :) My advice is to get the movie and watch it with your bf. It is a good icebreaker. Good luck!