Is it normal to want a big brother because of a "brother complex"?
Lately, I've been seriously wishing to have a big brother. I do have an older sister (she's not anything that I'd be interested in, though). But for a long time, I've really wanted an older brother to protect me and hug me when I'm sad or something. Nothing sexual, because I am actually just an asexual person. I just think it'd be great to have a big brother to sort of go on dates with and go to school with (I'm usually very lonely at school, I don't talk to anyone and I always sit by myself). I've also been watching a lot of anime that involve either full on incestuous relationships or just subtly hint at a brother/sister complex to make myself feel better about my own yearning for a relationship like that (Of course, again, I don't desire anything sexual at all). I'm curious if there's anyone else like me.