I would say somewhat normal. I do this often, but it's iffy. I don't think about doing it to people that make a fool of themselves, I mainly think about doing it to people that do things I frown upon.
Other cases I think about doing it to people I like, which interests me even more.
There was this girl I never knew much, but she seemed different from most girls in the class. I liked her (not sexually, just liked her), she had something different. The thoughts I had were of me killing her, not angry, not sad, but for the beauty of it (she wasn't amazing looking, just natural).
I kind of took an interest when I killed an animal. I never felt anything like it before. The intense calmness of it, it feels like I am just being drained and re-fueled.
...I'm probably not doing a good thing by sharing that.
Is it normal to visualize myself killing someone?
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I would say somewhat normal. I do this often, but it's iffy. I don't think about doing it to people that make a fool of themselves, I mainly think about doing it to people that do things I frown upon.
Other cases I think about doing it to people I like, which interests me even more.
There was this girl I never knew much, but she seemed different from most girls in the class. I liked her (not sexually, just liked her), she had something different. The thoughts I had were of me killing her, not angry, not sad, but for the beauty of it (she wasn't amazing looking, just natural).
I kind of took an interest when I killed an animal. I never felt anything like it before. The intense calmness of it, it feels like I am just being drained and re-fueled.
...I'm probably not doing a good thing by sharing that.