Is it normal to think this way?

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Let me just start off by saying I have what is a very close-to hatred to the world today. Not the world itself (the physical earth), that is the only thing keeping me going, the world as in society, humans, ect. I am not sure if I can completely say I hate it, but I know it's close. I despise money. Not because I don't have it, that's not the problem. In fact I live in an area where there is too much of it. It disgusts me, however I cannot leave because I am still in High School, but I will soon. I despise the fact that people literally act like monsters to each other over having money to buy things. What is the point of that? My dream would be for the human race to either die out completely, don't take this as me being suicidal... or a killer haha, or to somehow completely switch our way of thinking which I know will never happen.

I wish humans never evolved from our close relatives, I wish we stayed as Apes.

My question is, is it normal to be so different from everyone else, to have such an opposite outlook on the world? Am I a new type of people who has evolved just to die out because I want the human race to die out? Why do people think I am crazy for thinking like this, when I think it is completely logical? I feel like no one else in the whole world feels like this.

Thanks for reading if you did. I know it was long and probably a bit whiny.

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  • Alexbelarus
    7 years ago

    Why are you so upset about life? Sounds like something went seriously wrong

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  • wreckd
    13 years ago

    We didn't evolve from apes....

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  • mut8ed1
    13 years ago

    People are idiots. I know this. Fortunately, I have learned to deal with that fact and can, in fact, utilize it. I could learn how to utilize people's fear and mob mentality to become a politician, or I could utilize greed and hastiness to become a con artist. I already use people's disregard for their fellow man to conceal suspicious activity.

    But what you're saying sounds more like the typical supervillain- "Humans suck, Imma blow up Earth now, Kay?" But they always get busted by Superman: truth, justice and blind optimism.

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  • CrystalMoonlight
    13 years ago

    I know what you mean, some people argue over stupid things and end up killing each other just because someone didn't pay someone else a certain amout of money and blah blah bleh...
    Don't worry, you'll find there are people who aren't anything like that, make some friends and spend some time with people who value others more than themselves or money.

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  • bleach_baby
    13 years ago

    What you're describing is typical middle class whiny teen angst. Dont worry, youll grow out of it and realise there is nothing radical or unconventional about your opinions, they're just immature and ill informed.

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