I used to have no friends too. I have a few now. Having no friends sucks. Do you have issues talking to people? Being part of an online forum could help. Lots of people online are lonely and would love to chat with someone else. Maybe you can find something you're interested in like a hobby or fandom and then join a forum about that. Or maybe just go on social media and make a blog or something. I found plenty of really nice people through being on social media. It makes it a lot easier to put yourself out there. Don't be too hard on yourself. It's tough. I know. But it will get better. This is your life and you deserve to have it be enjoyable. I was debating whether or not to jump in front of a car today. I ended up buying myself ice cream and fizzy wine and then I took a nap. Now I'm just having fun browsing online and I'm kind of studying while doing so. Give yourself a break and remember that you ARE worth it no matter what anybody says. I've wanted to kill myself for about 10 years now and I'm obviously still struggling but just remember: You don't owe anything to anybody. You are here to make yourself happy. You don't have to be the cut-out- glamorized version most people pretend to be. It's usually the ones that suffered the most that end up doing great things. :)
IIN to think of suicide everyday?
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I used to have no friends too. I have a few now. Having no friends sucks. Do you have issues talking to people? Being part of an online forum could help. Lots of people online are lonely and would love to chat with someone else. Maybe you can find something you're interested in like a hobby or fandom and then join a forum about that. Or maybe just go on social media and make a blog or something. I found plenty of really nice people through being on social media. It makes it a lot easier to put yourself out there. Don't be too hard on yourself. It's tough. I know. But it will get better. This is your life and you deserve to have it be enjoyable. I was debating whether or not to jump in front of a car today. I ended up buying myself ice cream and fizzy wine and then I took a nap. Now I'm just having fun browsing online and I'm kind of studying while doing so. Give yourself a break and remember that you ARE worth it no matter what anybody says. I've wanted to kill myself for about 10 years now and I'm obviously still struggling but just remember: You don't owe anything to anybody. You are here to make yourself happy. You don't have to be the cut-out- glamorized version most people pretend to be. It's usually the ones that suffered the most that end up doing great things. :)