Is it normal to think like this daily?

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Almost every day, I wake up and feel this sort of "omnipresence" sense around my room, my house and everywhere I go. It's kind of like an urge to go up to an object and interact with it in a certain way to have something desireable be produced from it.
An example would be: "I want this to happen today" and when I finally get a certain... attention from an inanimate object the way I act towards or around it dictates if what I want will or won't happen. Occasionally, there would be a feeling of a time-limit to these senses...
If this is too hard to understand, I get that. It's kind of like- "If you want your friend to forget about the 20$ you owe him, focus your attention on the table behind him, but still look at him in the upcoming conversation." It's weird because it works and happens every day.
The wierd thing about this "sense" is that it does happen! The outcomes I'm looking for actually do appear out of nowhere, and what I wanted to have happen does.
I'm now just getting paranoid about this. This subject I have not shared with anyone; my parents and colleagues blame it on OCD, and I have felt this way for years. Is this feeling (not the paranoia) normal? Am I? I can't take this any longer and I have nowhere else to find help, lest I may have OCD tests run on me. I'm scared, even if this sense has advantages.....

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  • xXxPhantomxXx
    11 years ago | pl

    I only understand one part of this, the part about staring off at something. My "friends" do this sometimes and it just kinda makes me forget simple shit, almost dumbs me down its freakin wierd. I dunno if that's what your talking about but thats what came to mind. But referring to your story it seems like you found some sort of method to getting what you want so you do it ritually whenever you want something. Although I'm no doctor, nor do I have any experience with OCD but thats just my opinion. By no means is it abnormal though, everyone is different in their own way. Hell I think I have AS as I often post around here but am still trying to figure things out.

    Best of luck to you, hope the paranoia fades because it isn't anything to fear. Your imagination seems like it's getting the best of you.

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  • nohiddenpath
    11 years ago | pl

    Doesn't sound like common behavior to me but I am certain that it is normal. Just because you are doing something that most people don't do doesn't make it "not" normal. If you are not being hinderd by this behavior, then just go with it!

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