Is it normal to think incredibly evil thoughts like these?
sometimes, without warning, I will think about incredibly violent scenes.
these scenes often consist of creepily sadistic (and that's an understatement) scenarios of murder and necrophilia flooded and combined with all of the saddening and disturbing things I have imagined throughout my life.
I don't know how else to describe them except with what I just said.
the strange thing is that I am usually not the one committing the crime, nor am I the victim. I'm just the bystander in these drawn out scenes.
The weirdest part, though, is that I kind of like the scenes.
They don't disgust me, I actually sort of enjoy them.