Is it normal to think about raping someone

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So first of all im a Dude whos really into Metal with long Hair and a decent beard but i feel like im kinda retarded especialy when its about girls ive last been in a relationship with like 15 years or something and now im 20 so 5 years without really any love or social contacts and right now im at the point in my life where the feeling of emptyness is getting unbearable and i really want someone who loves me problem is im not an easy dude also im fcking ugly so my chances of success are around 0% ive had severall therapies and some people trying to help me but up to this point really nothing helped me and i think about suicide but i dont wanna leave without a big "bang" so i think about just taking what i want regardless of other peoples feelings i know its not normal i just want someone to vote "i understand u" so i can feel a little better

PS: Sorry for the bad English im from Germany

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  • yourmindisfuckedup
    6 years ago | pl

    Cut your beard and long hair,look into a mirror,place 9mm under chin pull trigger!!

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  • cinderellasundergarments
    6 years ago | pl

    Seek mental health check asap!

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      6 years ago | pl

      Like i said i did several times but nothing helped me up to this point

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  • jimmythecunt
    6 years ago | pl

    Nobody is that ugly that they cannot get a girl to fuck them. Besides that is what prostitutes are there for. In no world is it ok to rape woman...you will go to prison and get raped yourself.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      6 years ago | pl

      Well first of all trust me i am ugly as fck but thats not my main problem its that im kinda fcked in the haed (as u surely noticed after reading my question) and i also dont have money to take a prostitute. So the plan was to do it and after it immediately kill myself so no prison for anyone

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  • Zozozozo
    6 years ago | pl

    Rough around the edges construction worker here. Initially I signed up to make funny comments and carry on like other tards on this site but your situation just broke my heart into twelve pieces. I have an intimate relationship with the emptiness you spoke of and didn't dig myself out of the bottomless pit until I learned to love myself. We make others treat us how we see ourselves..I thought I was nothing so it became my reality, then the rage took hold. At times, all I could see was red and only those who knew the rage could truly understand it's fury. Now I have to live with the guilt of the pain I spread like a virus and don't want you to join me(I've never killed anyone, had a few close calls tho). Just want you to know that I care for you(would've said I loved you but construction dudes and heavy metal dudes have to put up a tough front..lol) and I know once you accept and love yourself you will be fine..you will pass this test and will become stronger as a result.

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  • ChrissySnow
    6 years ago | pl

    Actually, I think you might have found your calling as a 'play-rapist'. When I look for fantasy rapists I don't look for hunks. You might look into that

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  • jwzc96
    6 years ago | pl

    First of all, being an "ugly" man is statistically better than being an "ugly" woman, though neither is bad at all. Look,'I would encourage you to stop thinking about yourself. Please. Make friends, make close friends. Start caring about people other than yourself and you wouldn't care whether you have had sex or not. Personally I am 20 and have never had sex but I am completely content wit it. In fact, I am content with not doing a lot of things though I would love to do those things because it is not about me, it is about others. God bless and you can always message me anytime you want :) [email protected]

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  • CorruptedSoul
    6 years ago | pl

    Still lost on why the detailed (and may I say irrelevant) description of your hair beard music taste and where you r from was necessary to ask your question

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      6 years ago | pl

      Your right its irrelevant i just wanted to describe it as best as so people could understand my situation

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  • Faceless
    6 years ago | pl

    you are a supreme gentleman. god speed.

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  • factcheck
    6 years ago | pl

    Keep trying different doctors and therapists until you find one that works. Forget about the rape thing, deal with the suicide ideation and severe depression. Once you feel better about yourself, and you realize you're not too ugly and you can find love, the rape thoughts will go away on their own.

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