Is it normal to think about killing yourself without wanting to do it?
I often think about killing myself, and ways to do it. I'm not actually going to do it, but I just kinda plan stuff out, I guess. I have a suicide planned out, and how to disappear and live as a homeless. I even got the route I'm ''going to'' travel, homemade pepper spray, and places to sleep.
Do other people think this way?