Is it normal to think about killing yourself without wanting to do it?

I often think about killing myself, and ways to do it. I'm not actually going to do it, but I just kinda plan stuff out, I guess. I have a suicide planned out, and how to disappear and live as a homeless. I even got the route I'm ''going to'' travel, homemade pepper spray, and places to sleep.
Do other people think this way?

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  • Jayfeather44

    I would always think that way, I have recently found some kind of purpose for myself you could say. But I was always planning to go off and live alone like in the forest or something. And I would always think about killing myself but then turn away from it. I was more likely to run off to the forest or city alone then kill myself I think.

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  • Nickvey

    how is homemade pepper spray going to help you out? fight off bears in the wild?

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