Is it normal to think about death pain and killing
Am I crazy I think about death every time I'm not doing something. And when I lie in bed I think about bringing the death of others and how easy it would be to kill I think of ways that I would kill those unworthy to be on the earth. Like rapist, murders, and other criminals I imagine myself unseen coming up behind them mursiless, slitting their throats. I find ways to get away with it. I picture myself on a pure planet where the only person left who committed any crime was me but I didn't commit a crime because I killed those who were unclean and impure and saved the innocent from further contamination does this make me insane am I crazy and last of all. Is it ok to kill criminals and I know that in public anyone would say no it isn't ok and that's what you should say in public but when you really get down to it without pretending to be all righteous and virtuous is it ok.