I've thought about death and dying since I was 7 years old. I've seen dead animals dead people ,I have seen friends of mine in there coffins. I just now turned 38 , I have what maybe 42 years left theyll go by fast , I look at everyone from babies to the elderly they'll all grow old or soon will die. I have depression and anxiety along with a very jacked up phobia. I nearly get mentally crippled from what I think ,but I fight , I have done some bad sinful things in my life the kind of thing's that make me terrified about going to hell ,yes I am a christian . I have searched for answers from studies about Near death experiences to what other races and cultures believe about the after life its all interesting but not much peace from it.All I ask is when I die I go in my sleep. Oh one thing more we don't know what will happen in the future shoot we don't even know if the earth will still exist next week meaning anything can happen what makes any of us think we'll even be that person 20 to 50 years from now on some rocking chair old and crippled ?. we can go at anytime. Either hope to go in your sleep or go quietly awake.yes you will be terrified I'm gonna be scared out of my mind, just be prepared for it the best way you can . if I'm awake I'm gonna get my boys to bring me some booze Go out drunk as heck. I just hope God laughs about it and don't get mad.
Is it normal to think about death
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I've thought about death and dying since I was 7 years old. I've seen dead animals dead people ,I have seen friends of mine in there coffins. I just now turned 38 , I have what maybe 42 years left theyll go by fast , I look at everyone from babies to the elderly they'll all grow old or soon will die. I have depression and anxiety along with a very jacked up phobia. I nearly get mentally crippled from what I think ,but I fight , I have done some bad sinful things in my life the kind of thing's that make me terrified about going to hell ,yes I am a christian . I have searched for answers from studies about Near death experiences to what other races and cultures believe about the after life its all interesting but not much peace from it.All I ask is when I die I go in my sleep. Oh one thing more we don't know what will happen in the future shoot we don't even know if the earth will still exist next week meaning anything can happen what makes any of us think we'll even be that person 20 to 50 years from now on some rocking chair old and crippled ?. we can go at anytime. Either hope to go in your sleep or go quietly awake.yes you will be terrified I'm gonna be scared out of my mind, just be prepared for it the best way you can . if I'm awake I'm gonna get my boys to bring me some booze Go out drunk as heck. I just hope God laughs about it and don't get mad.