Is it normal to still feel nervous around my boyfriend?
I have been together with my boyfriend for 5 months and he is my first relationship. I'm 22 and he is 29. Several times I have felt nervous, tense and uncomfortable around him both before meeting him and while spending time together. It's because I'm scared of not knowing what to talk about when I will meet him and I get that gut feeling that something isn't right and I freeze up and feel ill.
Then I try to figure out something to say and it makes me even more quiet than what I already am and sometimes I have had to plan the day before what I will talk about with him when we first meet and during the time we spend together. He can also easily read my body language when I don't feel well so I can't hide that feeling for him.
We are pretty different from each others and don't have so much incommon so instead we have focused on the physical parts of the relationship more since the communication isn't that great between us. He has still accepted me for who I am though and tried to focus on the good things we have.
We have talked about this and I will do my best to avoid that nervous feeling and believe that it will work out instead of having doubts about our relationship and not listen to that gut feeling and focus more on the positive aspects of it and hope it will disappear more after some time. Is it normal to feel this way?