Is it normal to still cry about this?

I know your pain, the girl I love and want to be with more than anything in the world went away for a bit and just recently came back into my life. All the progress I had in getting over her has completely disappeared. My advice is to just be happy that she's in your life as a friend, and if you can't handle only being friends then you have to do what's best for you, even if that means not having her in your life again. Good luck man, hope this all works out for you in the end.