IIN to spend almost every day edging and wanking?

I am a lot like you. I think about sex and orgasming most of the days.. About 24 years ago, after I seperated from my first wife of 24 years, I was living in a friends extra bedroom. On a shelf he had a book on sex. In it there was a small chapter on edging. I read it with delight. I had not even heard of edging, till that night. SO I started edging. I stimulated my cock till I was at the very edge of cumming, then stopped and relaxed till I was soft. Then I continued to edge for over and hour. The more time I spent doing it the shorter the time was between the stimulating and the edge. Toward the end all I had to do was touch my shrunken cock and and I would be at the edge without my cock even getting hard. This fascinated me. It was like my cock had a mind of it's own. So there I was gently touching my cock and on the edge of cumming. I was at that point for over 15 minutes. Using all my will power not to cum after simply touching my shrunken cock with one finger and being at the edge. Finally after touching my shrunken cock for 15 minutes I came the most beautiful and huge load of and orgasm from a small and shrunken cock. It was such a wonderful moment, and worth the effort. Let me know if you try this.