The fact that you have lost friends means they weren't true friends. Your not a horrible person nobody should feel like that you will have your screw ups but everyone does don't think your the only one. Life goes on I know you said you hate religion but God doesn't put you through anything you can't handle maybe him showing this side of you is his way of telling you its okay to be you and you can change. You said that whatever you do in a relationship pisses the person off well then you need to find someone who has more in common with you I know I can't really say that because I don't know who you date and all that but you should try to focus on personality I know everyone loves when there bf/gf is good looking but maybe instead of going for a super hot person go for a cute person who you have alot in common with, if that doesnt work maybe try changing your preference woth girls again I dont know who you date and what you look for I'm just trying to help.
Is it normal to realize how awful I really am?
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The fact that you have lost friends means they weren't true friends. Your not a horrible person nobody should feel like that you will have your screw ups but everyone does don't think your the only one. Life goes on I know you said you hate religion but God doesn't put you through anything you can't handle maybe him showing this side of you is his way of telling you its okay to be you and you can change. You said that whatever you do in a relationship pisses the person off well then you need to find someone who has more in common with you I know I can't really say that because I don't know who you date and all that but you should try to focus on personality I know everyone loves when there bf/gf is good looking but maybe instead of going for a super hot person go for a cute person who you have alot in common with, if that doesnt work maybe try changing your preference woth girls again I dont know who you date and what you look for I'm just trying to help.