Is it normal to realize how awful I really am?

is this my ex??? lol but seriously just by realizing your the one at fault your half way there :) and tbh society is messed up with the government trying to make us all conform to a "normal" behavior what ever that is?? but we are all individual so till your in a grave there is always time to meet like minded people, or maybe you dont need to change your ways you just need find people who treat you as poorly as you feel you treat others